I feel as though my soul is different.
The way I see the world is so different to the norm.
When ordering food I find it so strange that this is our culture. We all sit in this restaurant, making small talk, making sure that our clothes are suitable for the place we are in. While we wait impatiently for our food to be served, yet the other side of the world go days without eating.. It’s weird.
Even when I walk outside, it’s like I have flashes of how things used to be, a good 30 years ago. The streets change, the buildings change, I feel a sense of time rush over me. The world has shifted.
The hell is wrong with me. Why am I the one to be different.
Somedays I wish I could be as close minded as my friends.
If someone cheats on you they do not love you, remember that. If someone cheats on you they do not care about you as much as they say they do. If someone cheats on you it means that for a split second you were off their mind long enough for them to put another person in arms that should only be for you. If someone cheats on you, dear god, I hope you don’t go back to them because you are worth so much more than that.
Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe
“Stop saying it’s okay when your soul’s bleeding. Stop trying to dodge knives that always end up in the depths of your heart. Stop looking to the ceiling hoping that tears won’t overflow. Stop taking people’s shit. Walk away. Fuck them all.”—E.B., Self advice (via l-eer)
I love it when people are affectionate with me. I like when they always invite me places, or text me, or call me. I would rather have that person than someone who makes me text them first all the time and replies back like 10 hours later.